sometimes i wonder if i’m too absorbed into it..
maybe its time for me to put it down and take a break
"How are your grades?"
"What are you majoring in?"
"Have you got a boyfriend?"
"What do you want to do when you graduate?"
as exams approach, i realise,
i really miss and want you.
but that’s not gonna happen
i tell myself everyday
as much as i wanna talk to you,
i tell myself no, i won’t.
i don’t want to rely on somebody
i want to stop it from getting worse.
cos i know one day it will all end
who will raise it up first?
LUCIFER TO EVERYBODY